My God is a controversial God Who does not change, Pat Robertson

   Pat Robertson has a problem with priorities. When he is discussing the violent islamic religion, he does not care who calls him names, he will not  back down. 

Now, I live in the Caribbean & I know that Haiti is the voodoo capital of the region. I know that all the island nations have this steeped into the culture combining the occult & christianity.

 I know that the belief that Haiti is cursed is widespread, even among Haitians. There are many people who are praying & fasting in Haiti to break this curse. Just before Aristide was ousted, he named voodoo as the official religion again. Violence & mayhem erupted almost instantly. Troops had to move in to keep some semblance of peace. I predicted that things would get worse when I heard this statement from Aristide (who taught liberation theology like Jeremiah Wright) & things got worse.

   What bible believing christian thinks that this is a blessed country? If you believe the bible then Gods' wrath is on Haiti. If you are a Calvinist ,like Robertson, you might back away from that. I know that around the world black people have a serious problem with repenting. Nobody wants to tell them they need to. 

  The great reformation, I gather from listening to pompous teachers full of heresy, tried to modernize the image of a very barbaric old testament God. Pat talks about how violent Islam is, but,in truth, the bible is filled with God ordering the death of whole nations & sending the Israelites to do it. He even punished them severely for disobeying. Has God changed, is my question?

  He told Israel through His prophet, 'I took the life of other people so you might live'. He told the army of Sennacherib that came against Judah when the king of Assyria bragged of all the nations he destroyed it was He who ordained, planned & brought this destruction to pass by using him as a tool. He made a statement that always tickles me, "He will not enter the city nor shoot one arrow in here!" Has God changed?

                                         

                             

These rituals in Haiti come from African roots, why do you think most hedonistic cultures no longer exist? Why are the sons of Ham (dark races) always oppressed? The curse on Ham, was that he would be a slave to  both of his brothers. That being the case, it is time to stop looking angrily at the white people & condemning them for every word that shows you your sin, as a prejudice statement. It is time for black people to back peddle. It is time for blacks to repent. Denying Gods' wrath will not stop it.

  The Jewish people got upset with the movie,'The Passion of Christ'. They got upset when Robertson quoted the bible in saying that they were cursed because of their rejection of Jesus. The bible says that destruction was coming to Jerusalem because of this. Should we apologize for what we know the bible says! The only real question - is the bible true or false. 

  Obama hushed theologians on the right by asking which part of the bible should be taken seriously in deciding policy when the bible supports slavery. Yes!! God said to the Ethiopians to the Jews & others they would be slaves. To see the whole picture we need to realize that slavery was a part of every nations history & still exists in Africa. God made it a law that slaves were to go free if they were injured by their masters.

  The bible says God Himself brings on natural disasters. All the 'evils' of this world is supposed to cause us to consider our ways because God is going to send His Son back to judge every man. This earth, that has become the new god for many, was made corrupt when man fell. Paul scoffs at those who would rather worship the creation rather than the Creator because they do not want to know God & turn from sin. Read Romans chapter 1 & 2 not just a few scriptures here & there.

  As that comedian who made a career out of mocking Sarah Palin said on SNL, these are 'signs of the end'. Many are saying ,as they did in the old testament, 'do not prophesy to us'! They first snickered at the thought that signs were coming to pass, such as more earthquakes & destruction in greater frequency & more diverse places. I heard a few meteorologist deny this on cable years back. They said it is just that more people are moving into areas where nobody lived before but the earthquakes were always there. Now , it can not be the Word being fulfilled , it must be global warming.

  I can not see how Pat could be so apologetic. I watched him on Thursday & saw his eyes puffed with the signs of someone who was crying all night. I knew it was over that statement. I went on the internet to see what was said. I read that Obama gave a statement!!

Are you kidding? Obama thinks it silly to say you as a human could possibly know what God is thinking but he knows what is appropriate for a spiritual leader to say on a religious program to like minded spiritual thinkers. How does he get in that?

Child...praise the Lord.

May God Touch Your Heart to Help

I can not find work here mainly because of persecution from the church. The same people who are responsible for my being out of work in the first place.This is a small place ,21 by 7 miles. I am infamous they have even dedicated a song to me - 'Stop Begging'. After making sure I got fired, friends of these church people followed me into town spreading the message that I have to look for work & forget about what problems I had in the past. After not being able to find employment for 2 years, the message is now, I do not want to work & I like to beg, successfully turning public perception against me. So now I am being turned away from places I used to go where I found help. like the mall. The police have told me that I would be booked if I was seen in town without having any business to do there. I was greeted by some of my former associates from church recently who triumphantly said calls would be made to all the food stores to cause me to be moved from those areas as well.


My name is Leona Obbrace. I really had to tap into the grace of God to take all of this on a daily basis without breaking down. The way people celebrate when I used to cry my heart out on the street helped me to be determined to have peace no matter what they do to me or what I hear on the radio. They are waiting for me to have a nervous breakdown. I am not going to. I stop on the street for an hour, if need be, with my eyes closed waiting on the Holy Spirit to restore my peace & joy & to hear His affirmation. I had to learn to hold onto the Presence of God, to know that I am not out there alone but He is with me.

I would really like people to commit to writing/emailing the lawyers association, tourism minister, church boards - especially ORU & INSP (where pastor Myles is popular), the US Justice Dpt, the American Embassy here & the office of the Prime Minister. Also amnesty international has an office here but refuses to get involved unless it is a big deal for them, one person is not enough. You see these people have manipulated the police force, social services, even the medical profession & the legal system. There has been a lot of injustice committed & unless outsiders get involved there will be no attempt to upset these influential leaders here. I am on a 40 day fast & maybe some from your church or other believers could take a day or hour to commit to praying with me concerning this situation. You could tell them to email me at leonafobbrace@gmail.com . My fast started last Saturday. Helping others would greatly reduce your feeling of depression. I was almost out of my depression whiles I worked at this church Bahamas Faith Ministries. I felt I was really doing something I loved. I was responsible for the groceries & clothes that was stored for those in need but unfortunately not used in that way. I was able to help people out financially. I was very proud of the standard I held my self to on the job which made me become a shift supervisor, anyone who worked with me was my responsibility. Actually, the way I helped put together the schedule & found ways to do more caused more people to be brought on staff. I practically created my position. I was very broken up by the fact that I was losing all of that & I was confused as to why God did not intervene. I became more depressed than ever & started having panic attacks as the environment became very hostile on the job, in the streets, where I went to buy groceries, at the mall, even my family became very vicious towards me. I attempted suicide after I was slapped in the front of the church altar by one of our pastors whiles my eyes were closed & I was praying & waiting for her to pray for me. The church was filled with laughter & murmurs of approval for this action. There were men who worked in the security department that were on the floor laughing with tears running down their face, holding their sides. After that attempt at suicide , I was sent a letter from the church saying I would have to come in to explain myself or I would not be buried there as I would no longer be considered a member & I would not be able to get any character references from them. Seeing that many members are a part of the medical profession (later Myles was placed on the Hospital Authority Board which manages the public hospital & gives licenses to all who want to practice in this country) they were able to avert all blame for their actions & have me labeled as a violent schizophrenic. Apparently I am filled with such low self esteem that when others are laughing or talking I feel like they are talking about me & laughing at me. The effort to keep me unemployed is to help their story that I was failing at my job & could not take care of myself or handle responsibilities, which is the real reason I tried to commit suicide & they say I am a lesbian & was outed by the pastor & that is why my membership was taken away. So the effort continues to discredit me & they have all the organizations here on their side.

Walking with Jesus

I went to see a lawyer yesterday then I went on an interview for a job with a security company. I was sent by the lawyer to his anglican church (episcopal). It was a long day & I had no money to put on the rent. I was promised help from this priest but that was not given. I began to throw an emotional fit, not yet to the yelling stage but murmuring under my breath. I was upset. The whole day was gone it was dark. I had to walk now because there was no more bus to catch. I recalled how powerful worship was. I must get back to that peace or else this frustration was going to cause me to continue to experience more frustration. I walked for a while looking for a place to sit & be quiet. I finally got to a spot, there was nothing secluded about it. I stopped to pray feeling nothing - it could have been 40 minutes feeling nothing was happening or going to happen. I just kept asking & thanking the Holy Spirit for grace to receive His peace & hear His voice. I started to pray as I began to become conscious of my spiritual union with Christ. It was like a small cloud shaped like a hand but I knew I was waking to the voice of God. 'God is my Father, He will answer me.' I would have given up feeling ridiculous a few years ago, & say after a good while, well God did not speak to me & it is getting late , I need to forget about it. This is taking to long. I had experience now though. 'I know my Father always hears me when I pray. I don't care how long it takes, I will wait.'


It was almost 9pm when I got up feeling like I was walking down the street skipping inside with Jesus. I knew He delighted in me. I felt His hand on me as a Father would put a hand on the head of their child & pat it. I was back in the room by 10pm having paid for the night, my bill did not get higher.

I recalled when I was so shaken by what was going on in my life. I was trying to fight it. I thought if I took someone to court & won, this harassment would die down. I tried to take a landlord to court but he got help from my former pastor & found a lawyer who knew the magistrate working in night court. I was staying above the office & heard them laughing & celebrating what this judge was going to say & do to me. I felt my knees go weak. I could not find a job, if I did, I could not keep it because of the harassment. I had no where to go - I had no money , friends & my family would not take my calls or let me in their house for a visit. I would have collapsed on the floor but the room was very small & I ended up with my head on the bed. I felt the room spinning & I felt like I was floating. I felt like I was losing my mind. I cried out to God, I do not know what I said...maybe just help me. The police was harassing me, the church was celebrating every time I lost a battle.

I had a vision that flashed through my mind, it lasted about half a second. I had the distinct impression that I was walking down the street with the disciples around me & Jesus in the center. There was the soldiers with weapons looking violent, there was the religious leaders on the side full of nothing but hatred & rage with fists raised against Jesus. They were the crowd who hated him & wanted to kill him right then & there. We walked surrounded by danger but Jesus was there.

I heard the voice of the Spirit ask, "If you were there & all those people were trying to kill you how secure would you feel?"

I answered feeling the answer was obvious, 'Very secure.'

Jesus said deliberately, " I..Am..with..you." Peace hit me like an ocean made of gel fell on me. I lost all cares. I had no worries. Nothing had changed but I was with Him. He became more tangible & solid in my mind & to my senses as the trouble became shadowy. That is why I stop in the street to pray. I am more concerned about being with Him & having peace & joy, than having what I think I need. I ended up homeless but He was with me. Many horrible things happened to me on the street but I must say many horrible things happened to those who did horrible things to me. I began to see this time of economic hardship for this nation. I began to warn people they might lose their jobs. I was laughed at. Those jobs are gone today! I am in a room I could not have afforded when I was working, it would have cost $70-90 a night now. I was on the street without cable, a bathroom with a shower, a place to cook or a fridge. Boy , did I miss those things. I have those things now but I could turn the tv off now & not touch it. I really had a hard time doing that before. I could eat & be satisfied without having to enjoy every bite. I really would get royally upset if my food was not seasoned properly or I did not have starch, meat & vegetables & a huge fruity drink. I would be downcast if I only had water. Now I drink water every day & rarely buy anything else to drink. I have been weaned from things. I have grown to appreciate Jesus walking with me daily like nothing else. I used to be very down about not having a husband but I am not alone. I can have peace until the day comes when I do, I know I will. If I go without eating one day - I am not crushed with sorrow, as I used to be. I know there will be tomorrow. Once I cry over something & mourn & lose my joy, I let it go.

I started to get upset because I would have to walk down by the food store & ask for money or be out after 10pm when I wanted to be in the room resting. I let it go. I might as well do what I have to do with peace. 'After all Jesus will be there with me', I cheered myself up with this.





The Spirit of Truth

15-17"If you love me, show it by doing what I've told you. I will talk to the Father, and he'll provide you another Friend so that you will always have someone with you. This Friend is the Spirit of Truth. The godless world can't take him in because it doesn't have eyes to see him, doesn't know what to look for. But you know him already because he has been staying with you, and will even be in you! 18-20"I will not leave you orphaned. I'm coming back. In just a little while the world will no longer see me, but you're going to see me because I am alive and you're about to come alive. At that moment you will know absolutely that I'm in my Father, and you're in me, and I'm in you.
The Message (MSG)Copyright © 1993, 1994, 1995, 1996, 2000, 2001, 2002 by Eugene H. Peterson


Amplified Bible

15If you [really] love Me, you will keep (obey) My commands.

16And I will ask the Father, and He will give you another Comforter (Counselor, Helper, Intercessor, Advocate, Strengthener, and Standby), that He may remain with you forever--

17The Spirit of Truth, Whom the world cannot receive (welcome, take to its heart), because it does not see Him or know and recognize Him. But you know and recognize Him, for He lives with you [constantly] and will be in you.

18I will not leave you as orphans [comfortless, desolate, bereaved, forlorn, helpless]; I will come [back] to you.

Depression in my life & out of my life

I was writing someone else & thought of you. I hope you are not insulted by the hand down. It is a lot to write twice. So I copied & pasted the letter so you could read it to. I hope it blesses you, it encouraged me to recall these things after a very trying week.

Love your sis.

I have not seen many prayer request from you. You post in the lounge a lot. One of the lies of the devil is making us believe our circumstances can MAKE us depressed. We have the nature of Jesus on the inside. I keep meeting people with this problem - I was delivered from depression. The thing is I had to keep changing my thinking. God demanded me to change my perspective after a while. It was not something He addresses like a problem you are not responsible for. I remember when He told me very loudly - "you have dwelt around this mountain long enough!" I though, what does that mean. I turned to the passage & read about God dealing with the children of Israel. They were not moving forward because of their resistance to believing Gods' Word. They always took on a victim mentality. I read how He was very upset when they said they were as grasshoppers (insignificant & weak) in comparison to their enemies, this after God sent them to take the land. He said it was an EVIL report. When they talked of turning back - that they were always rejecting Him! I read in Jeremiah when He asked God if He was like a deceitful brook (a brook made when a river rises & disappears when it goes back down). Jeremiah chapter 15 says:

17I sat not in the assembly of those who make merry, nor did I rejoice; I sat alone because Your [powerful] hand was upon me, for You had filled me with indignation. 18Why is my pain perpetual and my wound incurable, refusing to be healed? Will you indeed be to me like a deceitful brook, like waters that fail and are uncertain? 19Therefore thus says the Lord [to Jeremiah]: If you return [and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair], then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister; and if you separate the precious from the vile [cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning God's faithfulness], you shall be My mouthpiece. [But do not yield to them.] Let them return to you--not you to [the people]. You see, I have never met anyone who really was zealous toward God who lived a comfortable life! I know I do not. It provokes us to seek after God but it causes us to be alone & rejected. Look at how Jeremiah said, it was because Gods' Hand was upon him. ] I remember after I was harassed out of BFM, a church I really loved & placed my identity in. I had learned what my gifts were in there. When I first went there many manifestations of the Holy Spirit was there & the pastors encouraged us to use them - to listen to the Holy Spirit & do what we felt in our hearts. To hear from God was what I wanted my whole life & even though I was filled with the Spirit at my grands' house & He usually spoke to me first in the house - I would hear confirmation at this church almost every time. I knew God sent me there. Then things changed. It became a dry place as the pastors tried to control things & make sure no word be brought forth that offended the big shots in the church. They ignored those who had obvious gifts & put dead, unholy but money people in positions. These people hated me. They used to ask out loud whenever I went up to give a Word from the Lord - 'Is she a prophet?!' They said this with disgust. After being treated so cruelly for years, things kept escalating - they destroyed my reputation & still persecute me. I left after being slapped in the face after going up for prayers one Friday evening with tears pouring down my face. I wanted nothing more to do with God. I was praying & crying out to Him with tears every day. He kept telling me to praise Him to receive His peace & joy. I felt that this was the most unreasonable & ridiculous thing I ever heard. My family completely turned against me. I was told I needed to find another place to live. My aunt who introduced me to BFM asked my grandaunt I was living with not to allow me to eat after I stopped working for BFM. They knew all the places I frequented, the wash house I went to, the stores I shopped at & every where I went the mocking & laughter continued - I had not one friend. I was struggling & hungry all the time & nobody cared. The bus drivers who I used to ride around with when I was off, talking to them & enjoying the island, started throwing me off the bus with insults - 'I don't want this crazy girl on my bus!!' I was insulted at every turn, still am. I kept hearing messages on worshiping God, not allowing the devil to steal your joy, praise God instead of complaining & be HAPPY!!! Are you kidding?! I was frustrated, I lifted my arms to try to praise & dropped them with tears & said it is impossible. Change the situation & I will praise You. I can not, I can not praise You now! I'm in to much pain. Angie, I was hurting so bad I felt my heart would burst & I would die. I was numb from head to toe with pain, it was almost physical it was so tangible. I wanted to die. After I was slapped I tried to kill myself. Two years after yelling at everyone who kept asking me if I was a christian - "No, I want nothing more to do with God!! I want nothing to do with church!! I want nothing to do with church people!!" I was doing better financially. I sat down to see what was on satellite & if nothing interesting was on - I would watch x-rated movies. I heard something I had not listened to for 2 years, Jakes' music. It was a new channel called the Church Channel. He was about to have a panel discussion with some women. He turned & said,' before we begin, there is someone watching this & you are running from God. You want nothing more to do with God. You want nothing to do with church. You want nothing to do with church people. But God still has HIS HAND ON YOU.' My heart softened & I was grateful God reached out to me before I died & went to a burning hell. I thought right away I would begin to obey God, no matter what. I made praise & worship priority. Things picked up where they left off. I obeyed God this time reasoning that if God made the world with His Word -then if He says I could have joy & peace then I could have joy & peace. His Word has self fulfilling power! I praised God all day & all night. I thanked God for Joy & Peace in Christ. Whenever I felt that sinking feeling on the inside when I was attacked, I asked the Holy Spirit to realign my soul so I would be in agreement with my spirit & the Spirit. I knew my spirit was not the problem. The Holy Spirit witnessed with my spirit but my soul (emotions) was out of sync. I would feel peace fill my soul & felt like I was being lifted out of that hole. I soon had no problem with depression. I only need to hear from or sense the affirmation of the Holy Spirit. Sometimes, I recall things God spoke to me or answers I got in prayer. He also spoke to me using Paula White. This is not an endorsement of either ministers - God used them but I do not listen to them. It is funny because they are both friends with Dr.Myles Munroe. I heard her on the same channel for the first time, I do not think she was on TBN yet. The Holy Spirit practically yelled at me, inaudibly, to go & hear her. I was glad she was right in Florida because He was so persistent. I made up my mind to catch a flight over there. I called a local church if they were having any church that night, it was Friday. The lady answered no, but Eddie Long was having a Women's Conference in town & their church was supporting it. She said, Paula White was speaking that night. Imagine my surprise, a woman I never heard of before. I went & she talked about this woman, using a passage in Ezekial who was rejected by family since birth. My father is Haitian, a race looked down on here. I was told by my cousins I did not belong in this country & my grandmother always told me I was not her child. I have a very good looking family & I was not as attractive as they were. They insulted me a lot. She talked about this girl being rejected because of her looks & never receiving the tender,nurturing treatment that children needed. She talked about this woman being rejected by her spiritual leaders & left to die alone. You know most of the time I was in the hospital, no one came to see me. She said but Jesus was passing & saw you lying in your blood & said, 'Live!' He took you & made you beautiful. I cried through the whole message, realizing that God made a distinction between Himself & those mistreating me. I felt He had rejected me. Now all who were used mightily by God seem to face this dilemma - is God with me or not. It is just that the Israelites railed against God & Moses, instead of doing what Jeremiah did, seeking Him in prayer. You will find this in Habakkuk, in the psalms by different psalmist, Peter addresses it & Paul in his letters to the Thessalonian s. We are called to go through suffering. The bible tells us why. Job is the answer, will Job serve you if you take away all his blessings, he will turn against You if you take away all he has, satan accused. Jesus answered it only my true disciples will love me more than this life & those who give up this one will gain another higher one. He talks about those who are offended when persecution comes because of the Word. It is time to love God more & pass this test. Whether or not things change my love for God will burn in my heart. He is my joy. He is my great reward.

Barack Obama & the New World Order

   The movement towards a one world government is escalating. I do not understand why so many say they do not see America in end times prophecy. America is there. It is has been the last strong hold of resistance against a one world government being the only clear democracy &  fiercely independent. It is such an influential nation among other lesser powers that it would have been impossible to even begin to see a new world order without its cooperation.

   With the rise of Barack H. Obama the stage is being set. The powers of the security forces are being neutralized. Congress is being given more oversight & there is a war not on outside threats but organizations within America that protect its independence & freedom. The change that Obama envisioned is one that I grew up hearing about in US schools. He has not surprised me in the least.

      He is amoral, he will & has lied about his intentions. He does not believe in the greatness of America. He believes in a twisted philosophy that was spawned with the drug years in the sixties. A parallel universe that existed in the depraved minds of those abusing foreign substances. The first thing that went through my mind watching him was that he uses marijuana.

       These anti God, ,anti authority anarchist wanted to legitimize themselves by coming up with their own morality. One in which they can do what they wanted but still claim they were the good people. They questioned & spoke against the origin & hence , the legitimacy of the traditional moral standards. They cling to Atheism & Evolution. They extol the rights of others to have a government that is different than the democracy of the US & should not be interfered with. They love to talk of the faiths outside of Christianity that are just as or even more virtuous.

      The life of the planet has taken greater precedence over the life of the unborn. In order to save the planet & its resources we need to slow the population growth. The earth can not produce enough for all. We are polluters. So this false notion that sex should be between a man & a woman who are married is not discussed seriously. There is no God , there is no right to our life - the planet was here before us. Who made us so much more important than all other living things.

        Human rights are a joke now. They do not include women who are being stoned to death for wearing the wrong clothes or the victims of honor killings. They do not include the victims of these oppressive regimes around the world. These people are merely suffering from a world that has taken advantage of them & not given them the same opportunities as those in the west ,who have an unfair share. You would have to argue the sanctity of life in agreement with the christian faith if you were against abortion or for the death penalty for those who took another s' life. Sanctity of life does not come from evolution, it comes from God.

        So now - it is time for a change! US tax dollars being given to poorer countries. Redistribution of wealth crossing national boundaries. Gitmo closing & terrorist being tried in the civil court system - the first step to being tried in a world court, after removing the barriers of  confidential practices. You can not talk about these issues on a world stage if you can not blab about them in the liberal press. This is a new justice that is no justice at all. It tells the wicked they are innocent & makes the moral, upstanding citizen guilty. True justice comes from the conviction in a Supreme Being Who is also the Judge of all men because He is the Creator of all men.

           It would be absolutely unconscionable to leave out the one glaring evidence of the truth of scripture, Israel. The bible predicts the whole world will be anti Jesus & anti Israel. When God said I will scatter Israel

& evict them off my land, He mentioned He would use other nations. When He said He would bring them back & protect them for a time & season ,it was by the eagles wings that He lifted them up & covered them. Now Barack is bringing about another phase of the prophecy. The end of that time of protection. The bible predicts they will have no wall to protect themselves. It is Obama & his party that is very aggressive in demanding that the wall comes down.

            God said He will destroy the wicked economic system of the world - gold will be useless. This new & might I say very wicked economic philosophy that Obama is pushing will bring the world economy to a crashing halt. Maybe this is why the bible talks about war with horses in the last world war. A global agreement that pays for & runs the world health system , guaranteeing abortion on demand & the right to end the life of your grandmother. When health care is passed in the US it will bring the nation in harmony with the godless practices of China, Japan, Canada etc..  Another piece coming together in the new world, which God guarantees He will destroy.

  

    

 

God wants you to know that He loves you.

 
I know He is not partial , sometimes I think He must have a soft spot for me. I remember I was going through a lot at Bahamas Faith Ministries whiles I was working there. They deliberately disrupted & ruined all of my relationships with those within & outside the church, including my family. My grandaunt ,who was so proud of me, her God fearing grand niece begged for me to come & live with her for years. She stopped talking to me & wanted me out of the house. All the girls who I worked with said I was the nicest person there at the church & was very fair & they had more fun working with me. They stopped talking to me & stopped listening to me ( I was shift-supervisor ). I twisted my ankle carrying breakfast dishes down to the board room from the kitchen upstairs. It was outside by the door that people went through to collect their kids from the school. Many saw me sitting on the steps in obvious distress & went to tell the security I needed help. The security officers walked up to where they could see me laughing at the fact that I was waiting for someone to help me & no one was going to. After about an hour I limped down slowly to the office inside. It took a while to get my once friendly manager to agree to help me get home , I could not put my full weight on my foot. I stayed home one day & my grandaunt was so disagreeable I went to work the next even though my ankle was still swollen & painful. I stopped with a young girl for a 15 minute tea break & put my leg in a chair in front of me watching the 700 club. They were getting ready to pray for people. As Terry prayed for God to meet the needs of the audience I said, "God, if you love me, heal my ankle." At the second I finished those words Terry looked up & said,"there is someone watching this program right now. You have sprained your ankle & you have your leg in the chair in front of you. God wants you to know that He loves you...& He is healing your ankle right now." I'm sure He loves you to & He wants you to know it.

Provender: Are you covering for a spiritually abusive pastor?

Provender: Are you covering for a spiritually abusive pastor?